Mona on the Moon

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Finally Here

Northern Hemisphere, Earth. 1990 something.

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Oh hey you made it. Welcome!

If I told you that it took me years to actually do something like this, would you believe me? You’re probably thinking what it is and if posting a blog is something special. 

For me being able to reflect and capture myself in a digital platform has always been something I wanted to do for too long now. Who knows maybe now is the right time in my life to do this! I am a little older and wiser, even a little braver. 

Initially I wanted to keep my content positive and motivating, however It’s hard to write about motivation when you’re unhappy. I’ve been under the grey clouds for a little while now and what makes me sadder is that my emotions are making it hard for me to begin my journey and take my first step towards my aspirations. You see I’ve wanted this so bad, but didn’t have the courage to pursue it. There were always all kinds of excuses I would make up. Busy with my career, busy at school, planning a wedding and moving into a home, and this is only my short list version of excuses.

I’ve had this domain for a while now and did nothing.

Enrolled in multiple ‘how to start your business’ programs and spent hours of my life listening and reading about how to be an entrepreneur and haven’t started.

I still have subscriptions to applications and content to help get started, but didn’t.

I spent 15 months in an intense, fast track MBA program with a focus on entrepreneurship to help me get the ball rolling, and guess what happened…Nothing. Unfortunately, what had happened was that I lost my mojo, didn’t find likeminded potential entrepreneurs like they said I would, didn’t attend my graduation and never picked up my certificate till today.

You see I can’t help but to feel down. The more I think of my long list of dreams and wishes. The more it’s been making me filled with not so great feelings of an under achiever and it sucks.

For my first post I was hoping to write about something more motivating and more inspiring, but I can’t right now and I’m sorry.

However, I’ve past my deadline for posting this first blog. Its not my ideal or perfect post, but it’s my first post and strangely enough I think I’ll be able to rest now and cross it off my list.

Mona on the Moon will be a place for an entrepreneur’s trial and error. I’ve decided that I’m not going to worry about getting this perfect but worry about getting it done.

So here it is, my first post.

Mona